yamanai ame da neeee

PINJANI!
Sunday, November 30, 2008

today is TOMA DAYYYYYY.
oh, toma kun you light up my heart with your nakatsu mega watt smile and your talent makes me wanna dieeeeeeeeeee. too bad i don't have nice knees or ankles, so you wouldn't like me (HAHA) but nvm, i will still support you. and you'll have to support me for tml's paper! and its abt japan so better bless me with your knowledge ok. yay.

ikkemennnnn! <3

and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELIA!!!!!!!!!
today is the dear woman's 20th birthday and she's back in sg to celebrate! whoohoo.
have a good year ahead (:

1:48 PM

i don't know how to talk to you anymore.

12:52 AM

TEGOMASS DAYYYYYY!!!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008

due to some miscalculations, today is STILL day 2~ hhehehehe.
give me chance to display them more right
anw this means that... I AM ONE MORE DAY CLOSER TO MONDAY!! and and and after the exams, i can kiss myself for a job well done and go enjoy miso soup and chocolate. maybe pumpkin as well! (forgive me for talking abt massu's song ahha) then i can go home and everyday i can do nothing but sing bokura no uta! (bokura, that is massu and me) yay.
if it rains on tuesday when diana and i meet for our yoko and tacchon nanos, we can yamanai ame da neeee tgt and share the aiaigasa!

6:13 PM

SHUJI TO AKIRA DAY!!
Friday, November 28, 2008

ALTHO I REALLY WANTED TEGOMASSS DIANA.....

look at my kame, although i didn't like him then, but its what its like now that matters doesn't it, huh huh, yes. anyway, i hope the two of them gave me luck for today's lit!
HAPPY SHUJI TO AKIRA DAY!
i made it this far tml will be a better DAY!

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i'm really glad there's 1 exam left till the end, i don't know why but this time's exams seem especially tough for all of us i think..
for all the times they said 'like i'd believe you' instead of 'are you ok?'
all the times they laughed it off
all the times they didn't bother to consider it.
i hope they didn't mean it, because it'll be no good to lose them like that.

9:17 PM

HAPPY SANKYODAI DAY!!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 27, 2008

im sorry to say i can't find a picture with just the 3 of them! see la that woman, give me such a hard group. ok but then... this means THREE MORE DAYS. THREE MORE!!!!!!!!!
MEANS, FOUR DAYS TO FREEDOM OMG
the brothers really represent freedom very well. hahahaha all happy and giggly.
i love them..
swear i'll find a pic! I SWEAR!

ok in the end diana gave one to me
hahaha

YAY

9:53 PM

4TOPS DAY!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

i'm shamed to say i don't even know who is in 4tops, just toma and pi. ghahahaha.
ANW, this signifies that i'm at day 4, which means i'm one more day closer to the end of the exams!!! yay and 4tops is here to celebrate it with me. i think i beat the record of updating the most times during exams can jhahaha. ANYWAY! look at the young toma, already starting to look so handsome hoho.

BYE!

3:39 PM

TODAY IS ENERGY DAY!!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

so today i had my psych and geog paper... hmm i dunno. i just wanna pass.

today is ENERGY DAYYYYY>
yay!
我的心寄放在你身边等我回来的那一天
思念如果胜于时间我给的答案是永远
我那说不出口的再见就是我对你的誓言
因为如果你想问爱多久那会是一万年
my favourite favourite energy song........
love it. cause it means so much to them and it means so much to me too.

i will love energy forever because we are never gonna say goodbye and they are everything in my heart, and we will grow old together!

hoho i think i shall sleep early today.. really burnt out from ytd man!
tml i will find out who is day 4 hahahaha

11:50 PM

KT DAY
Monday, November 24, 2008

i don't think its very accurate to say that only in times of trouble do you see who are your true friends cause no matter what, true or not, people have their own lives to lead.

so, stop thinking too much ng liting.

anyway, TODAY IS KAT-TUN DAY DIANA!!!!!!
i shldnt be too happy cause it means its one day closer to exam. but it does signal the fact that exams are going to be over soon so i should keep the faith. ah well i'm gna use my six senses when i answer the questions tml. HAHA
ok i can't and won't waste time thinking of how to fit anymore song titles in.

11:41 AM

remembering happy moments
Saturday, November 22, 2008

i'm feeling stressed out to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx.
last time, it can be resolved by crying haha now it can't be resolved no matter what i do
so i decided to try the distraction method from my psych text (because i don't want my immune system to fail even more then what it had, and i don't want to die early of heart disease or smth) and think abt happy moments and these are the two random things i rmbed that made me LAUGH.
1. winnie and i acting like mad kids by taking the same ride about a hundred times and trying to get a nice shot of ourselves from the ride's camera. we were sooooo excited and so happy. that was in disneyland. hahahahaha
2. tammy and yien and wendy i thinkkk oh no i cant rmb exactly already, who used to pretend they lost things in my hair AHAHAHAHA. omg damn funny!! i rmb the way they used to do it 'aiyah where is it! liting! return it la!!' they wld tell me. crazy girls. those were the dayssssss. i shall remind them the next unity outing! so exciting.

omg i miss the past!
another thing that is keeping me going is diana and her constant jdrama reminders haha.
this is called social support. man they teach so much crap in those textbooks

and then i was just thinking about how lucky i am. haha.
i'm probably not gonna do well for this time's exams, but at least i'm in uni and everything. at least i have a chance to do better next semmmm. yup keep it up liting.

omg the mynah blog is so cute. hhaha i wonder how old the juniors are now, and i don't even want to calculate their ages in case it makes me feel old HAHA. haven't went back for guides for ages. it felt like damn long ago. got 2 yrs not. yah i think have can omg. ok im gg to study

5:32 PM

PTSD: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Wednesday, November 19, 2008

diagnosis:
1. The person experiences or witness an event that involves actual or threatened serious injury or death
2. The traumatised person responds to the situation with fear and helplessness
3. The traumatised person then experiences three sets of symptoms:
a) persistent reexperiencing of the traumatic event
b)a persistent avoidance of anything associated with the traum
c) heightened arousal that can cause people with PTSD to startle easily.

Today, I went to a dark, bad place and got 19 years of accumulated face dirt out of my pores.
it was badbadbad. pain. beyond imagination.
and now these bad images come back to me when i look into the mirror.
omg.

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haha ok joking la but it was really painful omg! PAINNNN. even the women said i'm damn good at ren-ing. hahahah it was hilarious la.. i wonder what's gna happen to my face tml.
anw oh man i'm so touched by the overwhelming response on my tag board HAHA i shall act big and reply here.

winnie: NO its the same one i told you about!! HAHAH it's not that dumb. ok at least i think so. and you're finally online! hahah i tht you disappeared from this face of earth
shuduan: yes my kame is in it but he doesn't look good there. i didn't like him. hahahaha. i hope you won't like yamapi, even though thats highly unlikely.
cheryl: noooooooooo there is no oguri shun on my blog, and there never will be! hahah. that's kat-tun. top lhs is jin.. oh man insulting leh how can you mistake him for oguri....... HAHA anw hotel626 is freaky, don't play alone.
diana: HAHA i will reconsider seigi after exams. haha yes ytk fits me la. anddd there's ohkura so of course its good. my love for k8 is renewed after watching the spirits concert. omg ncie!!! and they're so funny. haha
shayfernnnn: HELLO! hahahaha rare guest. its ok to be kaypoh once in awhile haha

8:03 PM

fishy escapades
Sunday, November 16, 2008

i love staying at home. hoho.
there's really nothing to blog about.
i love jgossiping!

i read people's blog and there are so many exciting things happening everywhere, but the most exciting thing that happened to me recently was that the DRAGON FISH jumped out of its tank, once again. and it looks huger out of the water than in it. hahahaha my mum and i stood there and screamed while my brother wrestled with it. it was FLAPPING like mad. plack plack plack! omg scary. hjahahaha. it was hilarious i tell you.. poor fella, never learns it lesson. and another exciting thing that happened was, while i was working hard on my computer, i found a freaking wormmmmmmm in my room the one use to feed fish one. oohhhhmyyygoddddddddd, i shouted. hahahaha. and my dad was so amused. how the heck did it crawl this far?! ok i don't even wanna know. it was wriggling happily in a corner and there i was happily in the same room as it for dunno how long. shit.

oh i forget.
went out with the sembawang people. hahah! toy and xinrong omg it was REALLYREALLY good talking to them. srsly. as we were talking, we were saying we should do this more often. hahah! damn fun. met at 430.. and we talked tell around 10. omg. hahahaah we talked about so many things and i already forgot how LAMEEEE xinrong can get. so cute la all of us (lemme thick skin abit can)

edit:
i just finished yasuko to kenji omg it's an amazing show!!!
not much ffwding also. hahaha its 2nd to nodame oh mannnnnnnnnn
i cried like CRAP at the end....... matsuoka should win something for this show seriously.
he's very good. and and of course my beachboys girl.
omg its really nice. hahah.

12:06 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

its surprising how emotionally weak i am.
allowing school to affect my body like this, and then having myself worry about it. haha
one more thing to worry about and its so unnecessary.
my mum comes back today. yay. i kinda miss her when she's not around..
seriously when i'm feeling shitty nothing works better than family.. when i'm alone at homeee i feel so omgggg.. nothing to think about except studies, project, nauseaaaa. ohmy.
couldn't sleep ytd. again. went to sleep at like 2 and slept at 4 in the end.
but then. its ok cause i woke up at 2 today haha. 10 hours. whoo.

remain happy!
at least i get to slim down. haha.
and YES i'm going to visit my sister in dec!!!
how cool is that. my first time in any place other then australasia.
this makes the 3rd continent of my life. and my 5th location.
this rocks.
see. there's a lot to look forward to. and the camp with diana. yes!

don't you think its cool to see your archives slowly getting longerrrr and longerrrrrrr.
smtimes i wonder, how many times have a made people laugh from what i've typed.
oh no why so reflective all of a sudden. haha. ok need to get back to work...
thinking about lit makes me sick.
there's alot of other things i wanna say. hmm. i need to go to nlb.
lets go tgt someday. and and i'm really starting to fall for ohkura hahah he is a rare breed in johnnys. he shld act more.. get better roles not like the one in yasuko hahah always so quiet.

random pictures from a long time ago

this is him pretending to be matsuoka. hahahah DAMN funny.

the 2 lackeys. so funnyyyyyyyyyyyy. haha they had to pose for the brother.

random but this is my brother and i playing hotel626.
omg that dumb game is so freaky. hahah my throat was hoarse after playing.
they took a snap shot of us without us knowing.

8:46 PM

enough
Monday, November 10, 2008

i'm tired already.
i slept like 7 hours combined in 2 days, and it's really not on purpose.. i dunno why.
just can't get to sleep, even with the BESTTTTEST psych text book to lull me.
but no, it just doesnt come.
and my body systems are just screwed up.
my head is feeling so tight.. and after today's lit lecture i dunno how i'm going to survive till exams.

what i can do now:
remain cheerful, so even if eveything is lost, there will still be support.

11:53 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

decided to stay up to finish my crap. hm. anw i got distracted

ryo channn:
- Something funny
There are too many things (laugh).
Maru was singing Inoue Yousui-san's "Make-up Shadow" in the dressing room, and for some reason that got me into a fit of laughter.
He just kept singing it.
Maru really was the moodmaker in the dressing room.
He's always hyper, so on days when he's not, everyone gets mad at him, "What is it, Maru!"
I feel sorry for that character (laugh).

- Memories of moving
As our plane was about to land, 10 meters till the ground... this was when the body of the plane twisted because of the wind.
I instantly thought "we're falling!" and glanced at Subaru-kun and Okura nearby, and they were holding hands so tightly (laugh).
I'd seen the American movie "LOST" so I made my seatbelt tighter (laugh).
I'm usually fine with airplanes, but even I was scared, so I think Okura who hates planes to start with must have had a really rough time.

hahahah ryo is adorableeee. ohkura too :) aw he's afraid of rides??? AW

ok these are ohkura's:
- Something not funny
The baths maybe~.
There was one place where the bathtub was so tiny, and the shower was only a trickle.Just wetting my head was so hard, and plus it didn't get hot (laugh).
So after much waiting I get a basin full of lukewarm water, and pour that onto myself... and I repeated that.
That was truly not funny.
Even right now, remembering it, it's not funny!
The other members apparently squawked and had fun, but I couldn't bear it!

- Memories of moving
The airplane I guess.
I'm really not good with airplanes, the first thing I thought when this tour was decided was "is there gonna be lots of flying?"
But still at first it wasn't so bad.
The night before I made sure I didn't sleep much, and then I'd sleep on the plane... that was my plan.
And as time passed I started getting used to flying, and although I was still scared I started being able to keep awake.
And then one day, we had to fly on a day when the wind was so strong it was like "will it really fly?." And as expected the plane really shook, it was beyond the normal scariness.
Then Yokoyama-kun mumbles "This is gonna fall"!
The next moment I was like "seriously stop that!" and I was really mad at Yokoyama-kun.
I think I looked really scared. Because after that, Yokoyama-kun really made sure he didn't say anything like that again (laugh).
But really, that time was so scary!

yes he's rly afraid AW so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
if only i sit next to him in airplanes! HE WILL HOLD MY HAND, get it???
yes! that is my goal for now. (haha crazy)

Excerpt from Dec. 19th, 2007 entry:
"The real kick-out party"
I had been drinking with Ohkura-kun for the entire time, but his pace was really fast...
"Are you gonna be alright?" I asked,
"I'm fi--ne!"was his answer, but after we changed venues it started taking effect, he was laughing...
He starts laughing when he gets drunk!

OMG! this translator is brilliant. she found this blog of an accent coach who was coaching ohkura and some others for their show and this coach likes ohkura so much AH MY TACCHON :)

she has millionssss of translations. gna have a ball reading them all YAY!

credits to enshinge

6:09 AM

lets still be happy
Saturday, November 08, 2008

i think we should count our blessings rather then wallow in how miserable our lives can get,
don't you think? yes.

i am hereby presenting, proudly, what i have watched in the past few weeks.
yesterday, i watched hanakimi live sp!!! OMG so funny. i watched it twice. and i decided to screen shot some stuff that im exploding to just show off.

this was nakatsu and mizuki's ng scene. HAHA it was freakingggg funny. she said the wrong thing and nakatsu's face was just breaking into a smile then they both burst. ahahahah
the koMari and Komari chan thing. i swear i watched this at least ten times.

this is the cross dressing thing for their festival. dorm3 head and mizuki acting cute behind the scenes. hahaha. ok, more like mizuki teaching him to act cute. this, i watched n times.

here is ghost boy crying AW cannot stand it. i watched this n times also. sooo sweet and they all got up to hug him
ONCE agn i cldnt get a nice shot of sekime. when he was stuttering ohmygoddd so cute.
and then, I FINALLY FOUND BEACH BOYS!!!

i absolutely love this show. lovelovelovelovelove. watching it makes me wanna cry.
its damnnnnn old. last time i watched it was pri2. 11 yrs ago. its still the best, beats everything i've watched in my life so far. 2 handsome guys, the beach, and holidays. whats there not to love

thenn there's OHKURA! i'm falling in love with him. esppp after watching musekinin hero pv omg he's freaking cute there. then then there's yasuko to kenji. and then this was in his scp. omg. hot boy.

yay thats it.

11:58 PM

lets be happy
Thursday, November 06, 2008

there have been so many birthdays i can't believe it!!!

3rd nov- MY RYO CHANNN :)
4th- MY SHUWEIRRRR
5th- KOKI. hahahahaha i totally didn't know.
6th- MY SISTER!!!
WHOOHOOO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
SHEN RI KUAI LE!
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!!!!

(matong don't you realise randy's birthday is on the same day as ryo. omg is it. i think next time you will marry a person who's bday is on 3rd nov also HAHAHA. fated)

today was a HAPPY day
we had jap studs lect on pop culture... and we watched LAST FRIENDS SP!!!!
omg altho i was totally spoiled but i don't care i had such a good time squealing about ryo and pinching adeline when i got too excited and openly laughing, awww-ing and argh-ing during lecture.
it was sooo funny cause the entire lt was going *GASPS* when the eerie music played and ryo started hitting, and everyone collectively AWWWW-ed when eita chased after ruka and they hugged. then after everyone made finish their exclaimations, everyone realise how funny that moment was and start laughing at what just happened haha!
AHAHAH if lecture can be like that everyday.

and then i spent the afternoon trying, and failing, to research on shinto with winnie. in the end, inu san, her friend, and i started insulting each other in (limited and broken)japanese. hahaha. funny. damn lame cannot stand it mannnn. so now i'm like sakana san. FISH IS BETTER THAN DOG. ok la kidding.
in the end we were totally speaking nonsence. watashi wa kirei desu! HAHA omg. siao.

8:13 PM

my 5th year with you :)
Tuesday, November 04, 2008

its the time of the year again, my fantastic shuwei's birthday..
HEHE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
come on, make me recall why i liked you in the first place.
it's been too long.
yay to energy!!!!!!!

9:09 PM

wise words, from ally.
Monday, November 03, 2008

"the more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to.
i'm having a great time and.. i don't even know it!"

aw. i love ally mcbeal.
i'm on a quest to watch it from season 1 epi 1 onwards.. don't know much people who watched it though. so sad. OH WELL. i shall undertake this ardous quest on my own!!!!!!!! ok but for now, i better get some work done.

2:21 AM

stnicks is my pride and glory!
Saturday, November 01, 2008

OMG!
im so excited! hahahaha i just joined the fb grp.. the stnicks one..
and i was reading their topics the one abt the class of 1993
OMGGG i RLY RLY RLY LOVE SN. look at them now, all successful people with proper lives and everything.. they graduated.. 15 yrs ago. omggg.. some with children, some working overseas, some BACK IN SN teaching... and they STILL remember their classmates and are reliving old times ('i remember you! you're the on who runs very fast!!') on the discussion wall. and they are all still in contact with their classmates.. omg i'm so proud of stnicks. seriously. seriouslyyyyyy i feel that rush of love and it makes me wanna cry. can you imagine? all these REAL people who traipsed the same grounds as us, a decade or more ago? real people with real life stories and they still miss stnicks and remininsce about it now. i just wanna keep reminding myself that this is REAL cause it feels kinda surreal now. haha.. it makes me think, what will i be like 15 yrs after.. (ok i'm already 3 yrs in running now)?

all those times we sat/stood under the scorching sun listening to mrs huang talk about how proud we should be of stnicks and how deep our heritage goes.. all those times, i complained about how hot it is, laughed with my friends about it.. now i truly understand how she felt. ah mrs huang. i really miss her. afterall she dedicated 29 yrs of her life to us and have seen with her own eyes, over and over agn, what i am seeing now (on facebook haha). now i can really feel what she feels.

edit.
oh go take a look at this!
so cool http://sngs1996.multiply.com/
and i just read this on the wall
"10 years will never be enough."
OMG I LOVE SNNN and i agree agree agree totally.
*BAWLS*

edit, again:
omg i just read abt that part where they were talking about children's day.
HAHA do you rmb when xiaozhang used to dress up in all sorts of things!!!
once it was in the pinafore with some other teachers and they acted as bad students hahahah and another time it was RED RIDING HOOD!
OMG the nostalgia!!!!!!

2:41 PM